It sucks entering the new phase as an adult life. It's no longer study + slack days. It's work + money. Fml FYL
I don't know if I'm choosing the right route not furthering my studies at the moment. I have my reasons of doing so but I can only keep it to myself. I can't seem to share freely my entire thoughts with any of my friends.
Unsecured? -maybe. Just when you know everytime you placed your fucking trust on someone you thought you can trust. And when the honeymoon period is up. That's it!!! You see your so-called "friends" evolving from bestfriend to two-faced. And it feels really weird when someone you have been so closed with (before) changing to a complete stranger. The feeling really suck big time.
Ahhh! Deal with it, Sarah! Should have seen it coming. Eh no. If I knew it beforehand, I wouldn't have built up that friendship.
I really appreciate those who stayed by me - the happy and unhappy times. Thank you so much. <3 Waiting for job reply at the moment from Nyp. Time consuming job. Waiting time is 2-3weeks. It's already the second week. Crossing fingers, (we) will snag the job. Went interview the other day and was surprised and happy at the same time to see familiar faces.
Frankly speaking, I'm enjoying these kind of lifestyle. But sweet times won't last long. This society is realistic - No money, no talk. Have been sleeping at really weird timing recently. Ahhh! I know I know it's very bad. But I can't help it :( I am on the bed since 4.30 am. And I just can't close my eyes. Thank god, err, no, I mean thanks Steve jobs, for the invention of iPad. This mighty gadget is really my best friend. It accompanied me ALL THE TIME.
Was reading xx's blog from 5am til 6am. Randomly clicked on her FAQ page, and the part where how Mike and her got together, kept me reading. I do enjoy reading her blog, even though it's lengthy at times but it never stop my eyes and brain from reading. I wish one day I have the courage to blog out everything - including my friendships/relationship. Maybe I will. It's 7am. Hitting the sack now. Goodbye.
I don't know if I'm choosing the right route not furthering my studies at the moment. I have my reasons of doing so but I can only keep it to myself. I can't seem to share freely my entire thoughts with any of my friends.
Unsecured? -maybe. Just when you know everytime you placed your fucking trust on someone you thought you can trust. And when the honeymoon period is up. That's it!!! You see your so-called "friends" evolving from bestfriend to two-faced. And it feels really weird when someone you have been so closed with (before) changing to a complete stranger. The feeling really suck big time.
Ahhh! Deal with it, Sarah! Should have seen it coming. Eh no. If I knew it beforehand, I wouldn't have built up that friendship.
I really appreciate those who stayed by me - the happy and unhappy times. Thank you so much. <3 Waiting for job reply at the moment from Nyp. Time consuming job. Waiting time is 2-3weeks. It's already the second week. Crossing fingers, (we) will snag the job. Went interview the other day and was surprised and happy at the same time to see familiar faces.
Frankly speaking, I'm enjoying these kind of lifestyle. But sweet times won't last long. This society is realistic - No money, no talk. Have been sleeping at really weird timing recently. Ahhh! I know I know it's very bad. But I can't help it :( I am on the bed since 4.30 am. And I just can't close my eyes. Thank god, err, no, I mean thanks Steve jobs, for the invention of iPad. This mighty gadget is really my best friend. It accompanied me ALL THE TIME.
Was reading xx's blog from 5am til 6am. Randomly clicked on her FAQ page, and the part where how Mike and her got together, kept me reading. I do enjoy reading her blog, even though it's lengthy at times but it never stop my eyes and brain from reading. I wish one day I have the courage to blog out everything - including my friendships/relationship. Maybe I will. It's 7am. Hitting the sack now. Goodbye.
